You know what’s the worst feeling ever? Being told that you can’t be friends with someone. Or having your friend directly tell you they can’t be that friend anymore. Your happiness is very important to me and i’m trying my best to be supportive and pretend that i’m fine with it, but the truth is that it really really bothers me. The only way not to freak out is to ignore all thoughts of you and act like the problem doesn’t exist. Because if I really let it bother me I wouldn’t feel okay. I just want to tell you how unfair that is but I know that would be selfish. Why can’t things go back to uncomplicated, I liked that a whole lot better than this. I’d rather not be in your life at all than be in this type of half-hearted friendship.
so surprised by the nuances that can make our random actions mean nothing or absolutely something